Thursday, June 17, 2010

Ni si, ni no..


Today I was not in a good mood...and one of my work partnerts just called me a few minutes ago...

...hey what's wrong with you? with your life? I've realized you have a problem, you can share it if you want.

how do you know? I replied.

It's obvious...you are hidding...

Hidding? what do you mean?



You are disconnecting from us. Everytime you have a problem, you confront it, but while doing it you disappear, you don't want help, you do it yourself...and we realize...because you make no noise.. you hide until things calm down...then you appear talkative, sharp, warm, like if nothing happens...but I've realized because this time is taking you a long time to recover.

mhhhhhh...I guess he is right...it's what I've been doing lately. I've even almost disappeared online, where I am free to share without no one knowing who I really am..

It's not that I have "1" problem or "a" problem. Is just that I've realized that everyday is harder for me to wake up willing to enjoy the day. So after a few minutes I am already feeling low. And I have tons of work this days, always in a rush..that's something that does not help if you don't like it anymore and still have to thank to have it.

By the way, I've had two love offers...but from married man...so not acceptable...

The one that is acepptable..is in a dead road... nothing new..

3 comentarios:

Chiara said...

Hmmmm. Burnout or depression? Neither is good. You need some form of break, and connectedness.

I hope you find both locally. Meanwhile keep up your blogospheric connectedness!

Puça said...

Hi Chiara...burnout I guess..

Yes...I'm plannin o take a week off in July, as I need to disconnect soon.

THANK YOU!!!!

Chiara said...

I'm glad to read you will be taking a break soon. It can be such a healer, especially for burnout. I hope you enjoy it, thoroughly! I am feeling the need to be in Andalucia for my own break! LOL :)